Bipolar I mixed severe, with psychosis PTSD with night terrors so far...new to me A single Kansas girl struggling to justify and understand myself at this point in my life. Trying to remember the strong, capable and intelligent girl I once was, though she's a fading memory. I never asked to be affected this way and it's hard learning to love myself when her existence was so unexpected and unwanted but nobody can love me besides myself. I have been trying very hard to move on AND up and to be proud of the good things about me, no matter how few or how odd. The person I am now.....is interesting.